Wednesday

Carless again for most of the day actually wasn't too bad. After doing all the cleaning and laundry that needed to be done I sat down in front of the TV and vegged to my DVR list. Desperate Housewives, Gossip Girl, Kyle XY...I am all caught up. I didn't even feel guilty about it because I had no other choice. Best feeling ever. Cruddy part about going nowhere all say long is that you stay in your mommy sweatpants all say long looking seriously hidious. From our corner of the house..he he, that's right I said corner becuase well that is exactly what we are living in right now at Ellen and Steves. One room for us and a corner in another room for Brody's crib. I laugh about it sometimes because I would never have pictures my life looking like this years ago. I actually have it really good though. ANyways, from my window I see the parking lot of the High School I went to 9 years ago and sometimes wish I could go back to those carefree days of only worrying about boys and grades. Do those teenagers see how good their life is hopping into mommy and daddy's car at the end of the school day? I never got use of a car in high school and always walked to school. Back then I was SO embaressed and would go early enough so that no one would see that my mom and dad weren't the ones that had the kind of money to be able to afford the cool third car that I could zoom around in. I was so lucky though to have food, shelter, friends, and a carefree teenage life. I would so go back in a second, but with a completely different mindset.